Tuesday, February 3, 2009

Mercurial Madness


OK, so Mercury is out of retrograde and has gone direct as of 2/1, so why hasn't the craziness stopped? Can't really say. I am very happy to be feeling better (although, seriously, I still get winded walking up the stairs, which is SO not me), and the cash flow situation is currently in the black, although still meager. However, I spent three hours in the car last night in search of one of Alan's medications, and another three early this morning -- to no avail. So, the jinx hasn't completely faded from my portfolio. I am grateful, though, for what I do have, and have begun expressing sincere gratitude in whatever way possible to those who have truly made a difference to me.

Newsflash, haha. I am such a naive girl when it comes to people. It still comes as a shock when people blatantly lie, to and about me, and I'm not sure I will ever get over that. And, it's still a bit of a shock when people whom you have gone out of your way for simply don't care. I emerge a little smarter, a little wiser, a little harder each time. But I will never be jaded, thank the Universe. I continue to look at the world through a child's eyes with all of the same wonder and naivete, and I don't really think that's a bad thing.

1 comment:

ennyrak said...

I miss talking to you.

I have a lot to tell you about, given my really crazy days/weeks/month(s) lately. You've probably read a bit on LJ.

Take care! *hugs*